Monday, 22 December 2008

i'd give my all to have just one more night with you.

omgod, i'm so in love with song.
i mean really, i can't stop listening to it on youtube, it doesn't get old!
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=VLOJ8OdNlNY <>

anyway, so it's what, 3 days until christmas and i'm not feeling very christmassy still. i reckon i've been possessed by ebonezer scrooge, or however you spell his goddamn name! (: our house is a shadow of what it used to be because my dad's been too 'busy' to put up all the lights outside. i mean, we haven't even got the traditional icicles hanging off of the house which is pretty sad. i'm well worried about christmas presents too.

i mean, if you've bought one of your friends a really lovely present for a tenner, and then they give you yours and it looks like they've spent way more on you, are you supposed to feel guilty? my mum keeps saying that it's the thought that counts, but is it really? and is it better to give than to receive? i dunno. (: i like buying stuff and seeing people really happy with what you've gotten them, but... i like presents too. i think... my mum's bought me some jewellery from NYC for my birthday, and i'm really, really worried that i won't like it.. whoops.

what if i don't? i'm not good at 'fake happy' and 'fake thankful'.
HELLPPPP !

♥ lydiaaaa

1 comment:

Maleeha Ghani♥ said...

lol lydia, do what i do; just widen your eyes in shock and throw your hands to your mouth and be like, 'OH! I LOVE IT!!!' :)
works like a charm, worked at my surprise sweet sixteen last year [which i knew about all along]!