got such a pretty kitty boy, know you wanna pet it.

so because i've had nothing really to do today, and because i've been putting off revision that i am determined to do tomorrow (as i am getting up early!), i watched twilight, which got me thinking. my grandparents came round today, and my grandad set up a programme for young offenders, recently checked out of prison, to do something with their life and get on a career path. even though he's 80-odd and has sold the business, he still checks back on it regular. so, he is mega interested in what i want to do with my life!

i'm 17, in college and still have no idea what i want to do. it annoys me, even though i know loads of other people my age don't know what they want to do either, it doesn't help matters. i've gone through many stages;

i. a vet; but when i found out that i'd have to put animals to sleep and how long it would take to train to be a vet, and the fact that i hate maths, this career option went out the window.
ii. an actress; i liked this idea for a long time, but then i became really self-conscious when i hit high school. i was always 'the fat one' among my really thin, mainly dancer friends, even though i was only one or two dress sizes bigger. plus, my aunt once commented about how i'd have to have eloqution lessons because of my birmingham accent. snobby bitch. (this is the evil aunt whom i barely see, not the one who's dead.)
iii. a primary school teacher; until i realised how annoying teaching the abc's to snot nosed kids can be.
iv. a psychologist/psychiatrist; until i realised that i'd need to do some kind of doctorate, or train to be a doctor first and then specialise in psychology.
v. a journalist; a recent one that still plays upon my mind occasionally.
vi. a secondary school teacher of english; my most recent and most possible idea.

i've always enjoyed english, and i've always enjoyed writing. but whilst watching twilight's extras, and listening to the interview with stephenie meyer, it put the inspiration back into me again. i really want to write, anything but especially a book. i want people to read my book and be inspired, and love it. i want to entertain people, like writers have entertained me so many, many times. in my lifetime, i want to have a book published.

also, while watching twilight, i began thinking, (as you really cannot avoid) how absolutely gorgeous robert pattinson is and how he is the exact edward cullen. i mean okay, he is not the most beautiful man in the world, but he is edward. am i right? yeah, i thought so. this led me to think about all the other sexy men in the world, and these are;

(in no particular order.)

&& gerard butler
&& jensen ackles
&& robert pattinson
&& john simm
&& david tennant
&& sendhil ramamurthy
&& milo ventimiglia
&& jeffrey dean morgan
&& aaron johnson

yes, i am fully aware that besides two, they are all old enough to be my father. but i don't care, one itsy little bit. they are all complete man candy and i wouldn't have it any other way. i don't fancy many guys at my college, apart from that one, i prefer the older guy. i don't know why, i suppose having the ability to grow stubble is just a turn on. :]

enjoy the piccies,
over and out.
from your mmmmmmm-blog-writer,
lydia
♥
ps. don't you just love the title? it's a line from easy by the sugababes, written by orson! wicked.