if you were the one who was spending the night.

so i know i've been gone a while, i'm sorry about that.
however, i've been busy and writer's blocked so you know, you should be able to forgive me. i don't know whether maleeha will be able to though, seeing as i haven't posted on collide in about a week now.

so, 2 weeks ago, i decided to go along with my mom to a weightwatchers meeting. (for the people who don't know what that is, it's basically a diet.) she begged me to join with her, because she said i'd be able to motivate her and stop her from eating all the bad crappy stuff. i found out that for my height, my maximum weight should be 9 stone 7 pounds. :c i don't think i'm going to be able to lose that much, but y'know.

so, they set me up with a weight loss of 5%, which is 8 pounds for me.
and in two weeks, i've lost 6 pounds. :o i was quite shocked to say the least, considering i'd eaten a whole easter egg, 2 galaxy ripples and a galaxy chocolate bar. i suppose i could've lost more if i hadn't been bought that darned easter egg. meh. :] i'm pretty spazzed out about that achievement and i can't wait until i've lost those extra two pounds. it'll be mega achievement.

i might then be able to pluck up the confidence and go swimming with my friends! :] it's a really easy diet to stick with, and i'm actually enjoying it and i'm never hungry. score. i want to be slimmer for the summer, y'know? i want to be able to wear shorts mahn. i nevernevernever wear shorts because i hate my wobbly thighs and hopefully this way, i'll be able to wear some shorts! i would even post you a picture, when i accomplish this feat.

our 'leader' of the group gave us all a piece of paper and an envelope. the paper had on it, like a goal that you could fill in. it said 'i vow to lose this amount of weight in 12 weeks... ' i put a stone. which i don't think is that hard really, considering of almost lost half a stone in 2 weeks. :] (sorry, i'll keep dropping that in every now and then) and then, it said like, 'what will motivate you to do this...' and i put, dropping a dress size. :] brilliant.

i'm gonna do it, peoples.
i really, really am.

i should be doing my history homework right about now, but i can't get onto the website where my teacher has posted the homework. the evils of technology, eh? so instead, i'm using this valuable time to chat to my lovely followers and anyone else who just happens to happen across this page. :] hello there!

i have no kind of bigggg issues to talk to you about, there is no moral stories bursting out of me at all. except that i'm getting ticked off with shannon*; first of all, she smokes and therefore she reeks of the awful stench all the fucking time. i hatehatehate it. plus, her breath is catastrophic so i give her chewing gum, (she asks, mind you) but then she persistently smacks her chops together and it's infuriating! you can't tell her to shut up like you would your family! argh. secondly, she just knicks stuff off of me. like today, she just delved into my pencil case and took stuff and used it. i would have given it her anyway, but it's nice to be asked, y'know? and thirdly, i like her! it's annoying that i class her as a friend, because she sits by me in two lessons. and so, i have to put up with it. :c oh dearrrrrr.

i know i say this all the time, but i want something to happen! why is life so mudane at times? i love all the fantasy/sci-fi programmes, books, films and i sooo wish i could be Doctor Who's assistant. life sucks big time, at times. :]

love your six-pounds-lighter-blog-writer,
lydia ♥