i just want your extra time and your kissssssssss!

FUCKING PISS OFF, I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU AND I SURE AS HELL DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU!

don't you wish that you could say that to your mom or dad?
because i do, all the time. i perhaps over react, but my dad is such an idiot sometimes, and he acts like such a child, that i feel like i'm the one having to conpensate, that i have to be the adult.
of course, if i did say that to my dad, he'd probably slap me around the face or he'd take away my 'privileges', ie. my laptop, tv, dvds, phone etc.

i wish that for one day, everyone could say what they wanted, when they wanted.
i think that we'd all get on a lot better if everything was just out in the open. well, of course not all the mean things, y'know 'cause that would not give us a good day.

if i ever got some kind of terminal illness, i hope never to; i would say exactly what i wanted to say, exactly when i wanted.

i would tell that guy that i thought he was gorgeous, and that could he be my last kiss before i die? i would tell that stupid bitch that i hope she gets what's coming to her, and i hope it hurts. i'd tell her boyfriend that she's no good, and that she's a bitch, and recommend that he kick her to the curb. (not that i'm bitter or anything.) i'd tell my teacher that i think he's shit at his job, and that he should think of a career move. i would tell my other teacher that he needs to do what he wants to do and not to hold back, because dreams don't wait forever. i would tell my mom's friend that nothing should hold her back, not even money. i would go to Canada and give Maleeha a massive hugggg. i would tell my friend that she is perfect and that her jackass boyfriend should realise it. and i would tell my other friend to get rid of her boyfriend, and not have pity sex with him.

and lastly, i'd tell my other teacher to stop looking at my tits every time i wear a low-cut top. :)

can you imagine going through life, loving someone entirely and never telling them. and then finding out, that they felt the same way about you but then it was too late. that would be the most horrible thing in the world, but still, we keep everything to ourselves because why? for fear of rejection. and i am completely included in this, utterly and wholly. it's stupid.

on another note,
can i just declare my utter love and obsession with the programme Bones? no matter how old david boreanaz gets, he will always be sexy and i will always think that he and emily deschanel are perfect for each other. and that should just fucking kissssssssssssss!
the same to my other lovely programme, Ashes to Ashes. gene hunt and alex drake, just fucking kisssssssssssss!

oh and, i've been wanting to know this for a while, WHAT THE FUCK IS THE HILLS?

love your fucking-kiss-me-blog-writer,
lydia♥